Indices
2007 - 5/4/2008
Incomplete study of movie theatre floor — 7
Chicago — 10-23
the poetry barn booklight — 11
My symbol (EBI) photo — 27, 35, 59
Oregon — 24-30
Hotel room — 31
YCEFOTB — 37
“Eccentric” re: clothes — 38
Poems — 42, 43, 60
Sleeping at Seths — 45
SF + JE — 46, 56
My favourite bad self portrait — 50
Late Moon Records — 54
TMROA11YO — 58
Code — 61
Uncle Rob — 64
Corporate Hierarchy — 66
LEGO Indiana Jones — 67
Baja — 70 - 75
A short dark story — 72
“This is not real life this is my life” — 77
5/4/2008 - 2/27/2009
My plan — 1
Pretend house content — 5
Mr. Glass — 6
SPCC — 8 Xavier — 9, 11
Homer Ethnograph — 14
Bathtub Curve (Dad) — 16
Pencil Diagram — 17
Zachary Smith inv. — 19
Road trip Log — 21 - 22, 41-42
Groupies — 27
Colour v. B&W — 29
New Orleans — 32 - ? 35
Censored Teenage Document — 34
Uncensored Teenage Document — 35
Epcot Stamps — 38 - 40
A page for price tags — 44
Evidence I started on coffee — 45, 46
Sheridan — 48
A Spotters guide to hats — 49-51
Hanna Drawings — 56
Drawing of watch (later burgled) — 57
Good drawing of hat — 59
Letter on “Difference” — 63-64
Neat Names — 66
The platonic ideal door — 69
Rob’t traveller — 72
Italian restaurant — 73-74
2/27/2009 - 4/7/2011
Melvin (Bowler) — 6
Complaint abt. Mom — 10
Legopolis Diagram — 12
European Aspirations — 14
RV Diagram — 18
A dream I later achieved — 19-20
The tech of DRZS — 24
HMZ Peregrination — 28
Electric mail Spiders — 31
The changing of the set — 34
When my stuff as stolen in Albuquerque — 35-36
Grand Canyon — 37-38
DRZS v. His mom — 40
Purse Construction — 47
Cartoon of how mom never stops talking — 48
Mac x Robots — 50-51
Colour-sucking top hat — 54
Aboritorium — 56-57
DRZ’s hat closet — 57
Hats a spotters guide — 58
Fedora the opera — 59
“High Class” sign idea — 61-62
Beat Grammie at scrabble — 63
ms. Genies leaf — 63
The gallery — 66-67
From T. Pratchett to Doctor Who — 69
God asks man for help — 70
Story of echo — 71
Public record player — 73
Ray gun — 75
Herringbone —77
Small comic objects — 79
Mamiya — 81
4/7/2011 - 8/26/2014
Curly brackets — 4
Record review — 6
Palmer doc prep — 7-14
Christmas trees — 19, 21
Christmas cards — 23-24
Cabinet of jars — 26
Italian phrase book — 27-30
Italy — 32-43
Meat judge — 40
Hat logo tests — 47
A mountain lake — 48
Morse code — 49-50
Icons — 51
Cold open — 60
Mormon ‘temple’ — 63
Minimal art cf. cy twombly — 67
Vintage title fade — 75
Zeppelin pin — 85
#RealLifeTweets — 98
Vlog Ideas — 107-114, 154
EBI promotional video — 108-109
Alien conditioning — 112
Trying to invent a “with” mark — 113
Vlog: whats Alaska like — 114
Tardigrade project — 120, 121
Things that are a trick — 123
“Award Winning” — 124
Why supermarket lights suck — 125
Cool words — 127
Small town pro/con — 129
How to photography — 17, 51, 53-56, 58, 61-62, 64, 66, 68, 70-74,76-107
“I’m alright” song — 130
Robot in love — 133
Jeeves gets a gf (ZS, alien to normalcy) — 137-139
Mom left & scared me (when I made gnocchi) — 141
New “oof” word (var. on oof) — 142
Truth & clarity — 144
Thors friend — 147
Darjeeling — 149
Bill Murray — 150
Long Winters — 153
Spooky creature — 156
App. to Evergreen — 160
Tall dark stranger — 162
Anime guy & golem — 163
Unaccustomed to empath — 167
Good Totoro — 170
Relatab — 170
Vlog comment montage — 170
Spiderwick style faeries — 176-180
Ghost who hides in the shower — 181
Jacobs museum of the mundane — 187
No parents party — 188
26/Jan/2014 - 16/Feb/2015
Sunnies — 2
Day 3 of being an adult — 7
Witchsona — 9-10
Things faeries are behind — 12
Comfort zone x Annabelle — 17, 18
Ham v. Nye — 21-22
List of evergreen friends — 28
Glasses — 31
Band names — 31, 33
Chamberlain slept — 39
Nature of soul — 42
Coffee or disappear — 43
Leader blood — 44
Virginity — 47
Drawing of classroom — 52
Noonan — 65
First party — 67
The bird investigation (Reece) — 68
First drink — 70
Notes to a lover (r. Flag) — 71-72
Hazel — 42, 44, 46, 47, 54, 55-56, 59, 64, 66, 71-72, 79, 81, 84, 93-94, 103-104, 108, 109, 112, 123, 124, 134, 135, 147, 183-187
To ms genie — 74
The moon out in the day — 79
First said ILU — 81
Floral skull dress — 86
Names from the train station — 87-88
Short story —89
Good phrases — 98
Top crimes — 100
René who hates me — 96, 101, 102
Overt “depression” — 104
Problems with mom — 105, 106
25 April — 107
Investigation of Sarcasm — 109
First solo car trip — 111
Shower ghost story — 111
Half half & half — 114
Harrison — 116
Self harm — 117
World marble — 120
Ghost in a hat — 122, 124-129
Roommate problems — 130
Approx suicidal —132
No-one appreciates me — 136
Everyones dad — 140-142
+1 Markl — 143
Markl hurt ? — 146
Jealous dream — 147
The ring (Irish) — 150-151
Train stories — 152-153
You eat enough bananas — 163
Local Poet La Fontaine — 167
East Africa — 173
Amjad Grindcore — 177
Drawing of red square — 180
Bad argument lost voice — 187-188
17/feb/2015 - 20/oct/2015
Paradox of relaxation — 3
Hazels court date — 11-12
On dream for future — 21
Logan’s car — 23
Play Robert was in — 24
How should I change my life — 25-26
Summer drawings — 29
Coffee makers — 32
Wyatt cat — 36
DRZS book — 39-40
Haircuts pyramidion — 49
Student film festival — 51-53
Notes on Mark P. — 58, 60, 141, 144
Markl’s leg — 66-68
“I like Trains” — 71
Starbucks wife — 74
Insulted Jonah — 80
Cool name for a book — 81
One flower — 83
Video ideas — 85
Mocking Jonah — 87
A drawing Jonah did — 88
Self harm — 92, 154, 170
Coach matchbox — 96
Java ocean café — 97
6yo quote — 102
The fair — 107-108
Photojournalist shots — 113
Wtf, ftw etc., (var. on wtf) — 117
Ⓗ vlogging tips — 124, 126
Moms moms mom — 135
Mr. Good Attitude Man — 140
Football theory — 141
John cage — 148
Mediaworks thumbnail — 149-150
Paranoia — 152
Standby
sea-sfo (iTunes man) — 54-56
sfo-sea — 61-63
Dreams — 72, 164, 170
Trauma — 154
At land — 155
Movies Ⓗ likes — 156
Dialectics — 162
Drum circle — 169-170
Mom/phone — 171
Parties are not fun — 173
Gay drunk girl I helped — 174
Ⓗ ashamed of my virginity — 176
Metropolis — 177-185
Old new thoughts — 186
Meaning — 187
Truth claim — 190
20/oct/2015 - 1/jan/2016
Panic over Ⓗ & animation — 4
Alienation — 6
Affirmation — 7
Screenings found — 10-15
Fucking shark — 16
Halloween — 24, _25_
Self harm — 25
Seminar thumbnails — 30
Brother From Another Planet — 35-37
Exegetical text — 41-42
Oly film fest — 46-50
King kong — 51-55
Things for Luke — 63, 70-71
Song: obscurantists — 65-66
Sleeping at Mark P. — 74
Broke Mark’s window — 77-78
SA foreshadowing — 79
Rear window — 92-93
Evergreen bowties —95
Kenneth anger — 102-106
Adriel — 107
Toxic dishwashing environment — 115
Film strips — 116-117
Fall final screenings — 124-131
Ⓗ family — 80
The POM accord — 138
Mystery flower — 139
Firemen & cops — 141
Problems I have w/ Ⓗ —143
Long johns — 145
“Make us false” — 148
Karly — 152
Mechanical concussion ? — 155
Problems w/ my mom — 155-156
C3po — 165, 163
Christmas — 168-170
Panic nap — 171
Boon Johnson Leblanc — 173
Self-hatred 174-178
Relatability — 183
Dream — 17
Psychologist — 26, 63, 108-109, 134
Ideas — 71
1/jan/2016 - 27/feb/2016
Drawing of sem 2 — 3
Transference v. Transformation — 7
Dopped pencil in J. Toilet — 18
Loudest fabrics — 29
Long take screenings — 34-38
Little redheaded girl — 43
Betsy the bus driver — 53
Ray (80) — 54
Portland — 59
Remix screenings — 71-75
I hate Harrison — 80
Handwriting, diary — 81
PA in a small town ? — 88
important film notes — 94-95
Crazy & mean thoughts — 96
Routine — 97
OCD — 105-106
Tessa Violet — 111-112
Installation art — 116
SACI — 124
Educate the dominant — 138
Camera drawings — 145
On critique — 148
Psych
15, 19-20, 33, 70, 142, 183
“Freaked Out”
22, 185
Dream — 85
Evergreen film fest — 163-166
Library lobby — 170
Drememovison screening — 172-178
Ambivalence — 181
Desk drawing — 186
WA living room — 188
27/feb/2016 - 10/may/2016
Lack of hair trust — 10
Screening — 13-18
Einstein Bros drawing — 21
Screening — 24-31
Therapy — 32-33
Group — 38
Kadazia ⭑ — 42
Let me sleep — 45
Homeschool x Pokemon — 48
Dream (future) — 53
Bobcat v. Lynx — 63-65
Forgive yourself — 69-70
On CSRR — 71
Spec “Film Festival” — 74-78
Emerson ‘Compensation’ — 87
On media works — 90
Donna Haraway — 92-95, 121-122
Stop apologizing for Social Media — 99-100
Disc — 105-106, 145
The classroom — 113
Paper tiger TV — 118-120
Self harm, twerk — 126-127
Therapy — 127
5 wild fuck bois — 130-131
Sleep dealer — 135-139
2 critiques — 140-143
Called out — 141
Bus drawing — 144
3 critiques — 147-151
Bus noses — 153
Anxiety around birthday — 155-157
O Nosso Amor — 164
Spelling bee play — 165-167
“This all makes sense” — 169
Trees! — 171
Sir Francis Rottenfoot Sr. — 173
Jonah’s salty on my films — 181
10/may/2016 - 4/jul/2016
Personal work — 5
Disc directing postmortem — 12
Disc critique — 18-19
I feel like — 23-24
The privilege of “Hyper-Locality” — 24
Deleted FB — 29
Sit down & produce — 30
Package man 4am — 31, 32
Daughters of the dust — 36-38
Disc critique — 44
Discussion w/ self on racism — 47-48
Baby projects — 54
Disc illus. — 56
Fever dream — 58
Pink — 61-62
Antifa — 71
Board w/ 2 options (story) — 74
Co-op culture — 77-78
No-ones best friend — 86
Notebook hacks — 89-90
Bus happenings — 96
Unscrew all your lightbulbs lyrics — 97
Pin ideas — 100
Camera announcements from strangers — 103
Holster — 109
Cracker Jack dystopia — 110
Aberdeen — 112
These change room camps — 120
Barnacle Timber Town — 132
SPSCC spring showcase — 133-138
Radio ideas —142
US bureau of facts — 164
Sub pop @ KAOS — 168
Bike story — 171-172
Caveat — 174
Life’s funny — 175
Irish cosmology — 179
Irish ditch (cougars) — 182
Feelings, geek quote — 183
Japanese garden German dad — 184
4/jul/2016 - 28/aug/2016
Radio description exercise — 2
GF dinner — 7
“Watch your head” — 13
Pokémon go — 18
The fateful diary discourse — 14
“Jake you’re like…” — 40-41
Strange things — 42
She wants me to sit next to her — 44
Irish (cat) — 54
Conadam — 59
Today’s mistakes — 62, 68
Bus 666 — 66
Urinals are designed (Houston d2) — 78
Coexist dip — 85
Colombia — 87-116
The sunburn — 95
Things you can buy at the beach — 100-101
Cute girl at the front desk — 107
Self harm — 117
Good phrases — 120-121
Newark TSA — 122-123
Decided to always carry passport — 136
The seventh seal — 137-140
@ Hanna, annoyance tolerances — 145
Honorary council — 149
Natalia poisons Ⓗ — 160
Plums — 168
Rush-in dumplings — 169
Susan Kravit— 170-172
Proverbs on good deeds — 174
Portland film co. — 175
David burke on Russia — 184
28/aug/2016 - 31/oct/2016
Chopsticks — 8
Ways I should change — 9-10
Blues clues as formative — 13
Existentialism airlines — 14-20
Names — 22-23
Modern IT politics — 42-45
P. Repubblica drawing — 54
Survival Italian 56-58
Feeling leery — 62
Dumpster map — 65
Vacuuming the moon — 66, 114-115
Helen Clues — 70, 152
Josh quotes — 71, 82, 92
Laura of the Ponte Vecchio — 72
Good Daniel burn — 83
Truth in jest — 90-91
Don’t really want to go out — 96
Louis Vuitton backpack — 113
7 chilean carabinieri — 121
J&D dont like me — 127
Odeon film fest (Kiersten) — 131-133
Ideal — 140
Film night, stealing beauty — 143-147
Like friends — 150
Bryn — 150, 152-153
Ariel posh yells at me — 155
Things Never to do again — 156
Too loud — 165-167
Josh’s philosophy — 170
Brux police — 176
Magritte museum — 178-182
Red light district — 188
31/oct/2016 - 3/jan/2017
Momo — 1-5
Hergé — 10-15
The cement block trial — 18
Design sheister — 24
Packing for a 3-day trip — 26
Venice landscape of the burial island — 37
Punicello — 43
Ⓗ is dead to me — 43
Watercolor cup — 46
Mayday club (Jenna) — 49-51
Floridian landsape — 55
Sins — 60
Work for ease — 65
Caitlin — 70-72, 81-82, 89
Mystery symbols — 73
Jane — 85
Rogue one — 93-95
Tiny philosophies — 97, 111
To dad — 101
Freaking out buying the tree — 103-106
Keep walking — 110
Ⓗ on dark trains — 118
The relax area — 121
Make a meditative practice — 123
Exceptionally true — 126
Helen Watterson — 74-76
A note Hanna left — 132
Mysterious construction — 134
Why no Reece — 135
The vast gulf of ‘Fancy’ — 141
Shellfish, earlism — 142
“You’re Gonna Lose Her” — 146
Mom is gonna fight god — 148
Galileo museo — 149-157
Half a Kit Kat — 161
Nye con Hanna — 167
Themes — 174
Turin — 175-186
Museo Egizio — 179-183
3/jan/2017 - 28/feb/2017
Family — 1-16
bill dies — 5
Helpful Italian phrases
spronza — 9
Weight x movement — 11
AUX SCHOOL NOTES
Ravenna — 13-22
s. Miniato — 28-29
pisa, lucca — 29-34
duomo — 36-39
opera dell duomo — 60-63
santa croce — 76-80
class — 87-95
Sienna — 97-101
Santa Maria novella — 108-111
Davanzati palace — 114-116
Orsanmichele — 132-137
medici chapel — 143-144
“Did You Meet Up” — 145
venice — 150-155
Peach fuzz — 156
Film notes — 58-59, 72-73, 82, 102, 141-142, 160-161
Travel story
Amsterdam — 163-186
Kirby — 24, 96-97, 110, 112, 121, 123, 133, 138, 140, _142_, 145-147, 157-159, 162-178
Advice from John Taylor — 26, 67, 141, 147
Poems— 124-132
Kinds of dads — 45
Divina Testa — 107
Jazz club — 73-75, 148-149
Notes from a boring person — 155ª
Diabolical fascists — 155ᵇ
Kami’s aura — 64
Rausseau & brecht — 129
“What is Art” — 107
NAM’s pickle — 118
How to be a better mixer — 148
The not nice man from nice — 163
28/Feb/2017 - 11/Apr/2017
Berlin postmortem — 20-26, 50-54
Film notes aux
tiger & the snow — 33-35
io non ho paura — 91-95
down by law — 88-90
Field trip notes aux
Arezzo — 60-66
assisi — 67-75
Urbino — 75-83
pompei — 105-115
bologna —175
Kirby at five years old — 138
Helen (clues) 71, 149, 170
Kirby writing sample — 135
“Jake & Kirby” — 126-128, 139-142, 145
Poems
sinking ship — 39
I will become the sun — 59
Dantes hell — 41
C. Maratina post motem — 129-130
7 virtues — 169
Guelph & ghibelline — 179
Cheese production riff — 113
Benjamin on art — 169
11/Apr/2017 - 6/Jun/2017
K likes — 39, 33
Dream — 41-43, 56, 78
NATO phonetic alphabet — 57
Max phone phrases — 73
Top secret note (K) — 111, 145
Mucha’s boobs v. K’s — 90
Things to never say again — 102
Secret mystery page — ?
Regular mystery page — 99
Geographically
florence — 1-24, 28-31, 41-50, 53-63, 72-74, 81-84, 149-165
bologna — 32-40, 63-72
lucca — 25-28
padua — 51-52
siena — 75-80
pistoia — 85
Prague — 86-106
Paris — 107-135
rome — 136-148, 166-169
New York City — 170-187
seattle — 182-183
palmer — 179-end
European cartoon char. — 94-95
Art — 142
6/Jun/2017 - 29/Jul/17
Principle complaints on return to USA — 43
Reece et al. — 45-47
Soft boy band names — 60
Poems — 17, 35, 59, 81-82
Passive agressive phrases — 21
Minimalist art — 72
Canadian film cities oft forgot — 135
Good morning text workshop — 138
On dealing with mom — 163
Menial — 125-128
The lonely sailor — 83, 86-87, 81-82
Conservatively dressed — 89
Dream — 56-57, 103, 117-118
29/Jul/2017 - 04/Nov/2017
Questions for texas — 7
Rothko — 11
Memory of being shut down — 16-17
On interruption — 5-6
Poem — 21
Philosophy — 31-32
Kirby beer — 46
Check Ikea — 65
Rebecca recommends — 107
Kirby dislikes — 122
Cathy comic — 143
Spooky man — 49
Penzance — 54-55
Natl. gallery of art — 114-116
K break up post — 126-130, 133
Blade runner w/ dad — 138140
How to be a man — 24
Book names — 155
Litmus test for film bros — 161
Amys newspaper — 172
Why I write — 182
How to watch a movie — 81
Clutter — 74-75
Dreams — 27, 62-63, 177-178
4/Nov/2017 - 29/Jan/2018
Phx security disparity — 10
The girl on the subway (an apology) — 16-17
IOU — 11
To white boys — 6
Up before the garbage truck — 9
Outfit complements — 12, 18
MOCA — 13
LACMA — 19-20
Sword guy — 31
On diaries — 32-35
Bryn drew me — 38
Gamble house — 41-42
Bryns romance — 43-45
Woof & wilde — 46-47
In a world where — 50
Gold repair — 70
Lady bird — 90-97
On playing the villain — 88-90
Poem - found family — 58-59
2018 — 132
The barbie story — 133 - 138
This weeks clouds — 64
My gender — 69
To artist — 71
Films I can make in AZ — 73-78
Constantly forward — 108
Dreams — 60, 85-88 165-166
I saw daddy kissing Santa Claus — 110
Study abroad pro-con — 114
Presentations — 160
“Inventor” — 155-156
Values — 148, 55
pod. Master — 163
Short list of words to taper out — 157
Business card slogans — 178
29/jan/18 07/may/18
street view — 4
Names — 11
feb to-do — 9
Croitre — 16
Translation of academia — 30-31
Heather time clock — 58
Heather time clock 2 — 78
Rebuttal at the pantheon — 83
Heather time clock 3 — 84
Trans link — 67-70
Pizza memory (hawaiian) — 59, 62-66
Ammit — 117-119
The last time I saw you — 93-94
Diary - Christina — 1-3
Diary - journal video — 6-8
The death of STC — 12, 21, 60
A glass darkly — 18-19
Eyebrows — 20
Yelled at — 21-22
Pyramid scheme — 26
Yonaga — 28
Tampopo — 32
Getting started — 36
Diary- what is bothering me — 37-38
Feel as a phony — 40-41
Music to fuck to (joke) — 44
GMC ad — 46-47
Anx. rob is on the spot — 49
Podcast topics — 53
Taliesin west — 56-57
Op-1 drama — 61-62
Zelda transphobia — 67-70
S. Amer restaurant — 72
Taking out insecure — 73
Im not that horny — 75
Isle of dogs — 76-77
Ready player one — 81-83
Rebuttal of the pantheon — 83
Fleet foxes — 99
Memory - dick — 100-103
So happy — 105
LaTimes comic fest — 106-109
D R O F — 112
Sweaty secret — 113
Straight disguise — 116
07/may/2018 - 22/aug/2018
Piss — 2-6
Barricade — 12-17
Someplace else (nc) — 28-48
Storis icebreaker (story from Grammie) — 28-48
Bust a sneaky left — 50
Scared of waitresses — 52
Incredibles 2 — 55-59
Im an über? — 64
Oceans 8 — 64-66
Ant man 2 — 67
Jacksonspire twins — 69-70
Indy prince — 72
Sorry to bother you — 74-79
Mamma mia 2 — 86-88
List of immortality — 98
Girl ! Jake— 109
22/aug/2018 - 13/nov/2018
Fake cities — 21
Eggs Benedict rating system — 31
Vodka grapefruit — 3
Dumb as hell — 6
Blackklansman — 7
Diary entry, eureka — 10-14
NxNW — 14-17
Spencer x dust — 19
BTS — 23-27
Maria Bamford — 25
Fake name — 17
First pool fill stats — 48
Cutlass — 51
Eggs Benedict — 31
Goofy named politicians — 45
J. Tati — 71
Pasadena (October) — 75
Thinking about toast (diary) — 77-81
Women who are not the same — 84
Thinking about Rebeccas one-shot — 85-87
Emily Clenard — 91-94
Two museums — 96
Ukelele — 97
Your name — 95—111
Polaroid — 99
Goof-shaped — 103
Its a Jake (exibo) — 106-107
On blank pages — 108
A little bit of scholarship — 112
Dream — 113
Why mom cried about the pool — 118
Poem, at night — 65-66
13/nov/2018 - 05/feb/2019
My cup — 19
All around the world — 20-21
The favourite — 38-46
Shoplifters — 49-55
If Beale st could talk — 56-61
Roma — 62-73
Mortal engines — 74-75
The spiders-men — 76-77
Mary Poppins returns — 79-80
Rules for cinema — 78
Mom goes to the ER — 82
Amoxycillin — 83
Subtweet (podcasters) — 84
Government computer — 86-87
Do the edges first (clothes) — 88
Grow up, goths — 91
Lyric ideas at sea — 90
Humdinger — 107
At dawn ruins — 118
05/feb/2019 - 23/jul/2019
Ring sizes — 38
Collaborative artwork b/t Jake & Bryn
Urinals — 6
Golem / twitter 1/2 — 15
How to train your dragon 3 — 16
Twins (Natalie portman — 16
Ella Ritts — 17
POW-MIA — 17
Adults — 18
The hobbit — 21-24
Your friends have been to AK — 22
Captain marvel — 26
“Wanda” — 27-29
First reformed — 30-32
On safety pins (diary — 33-36
Indigo prince’s film shoot — 39
Clean level surfaces of sanitary formica — 40-45
Haircut — 46-48
Homophobic firefighter — 49
Mr. sandman — 51
Pasadena — 53-63
thir — 52
Collaborative art — 56-57
PS & QS — 60
Methodist church — 67
Oct —69
TV Concert A — 70
Grey gardens — 71-72
Weird bad day — 75-77
John wick 3 — 79-80
Nightmare — 81-82
Booksmart — 86-88
Science center mummies — 89-91
Pride — 92-93
Bamboo nightmare — 96-104
Bryn, Bex & Hansen — 107-113
23/jul/2019 –18/dec/2019
“Navy” Diary — 1-2
Films from Corbin — 4
Affectation — 5
Melisa the Barber — 8
Asking for help is a personal failing — 9
Hit the head — 10
Hansen quote — 11
Nightmare — 12-13
Sherlock Holmes (2009) — 13-14
Young Indy Chronicles — 15-16
Pretension — 17
Poem: Watch Out — 19
Wrong number of fingers — 20-21
Amazon’s “Carnival Row” — 21-23
Pixie’s Whisker — 25
Cloud Atlas — 26-29
Mirrormask — 30-33
Diary: Trouble Sleeping — 34-39
Young Men who don’t go to school — 40
Harold & Maude — 40-41
Every generation’s Forrest Gump — 42
Kids Have Podcasts — 42
Poems about secrets — 43
Gender — 44
Why doesn’t hanna like me 45-47
Zit — 48
Ways I’m like a religious person — 49
Disenchantment — 50-51
Diary: D20 — 52-54
Drawings of SkullZ — 55-57
The ASS Chaser — 58
Guard Yourn Name — 58
Past/Passed — 61
Manchurian candidate — 62
Spook person — 64-65
Bugle Bug — 66
Solitaire — 67
Indy’s Play — 68-69
The Lighthouse — 70-82
Taliesin West, Tina C. — 82-86
Free hot dog — 90-92
Knives out / Mind worms — 95-99
Titan II / Copper mine — 100-104
The findings of the court of Birthdays — 111
Method acting — 120
The theft of blue sweater #2 — 107-120
High life — 121
18/dec/2019 – 04/mar/2020
Star Wars: The Rise Of Skywalker — 4-8
Oncle Yanco — 9-10
Grammie — 11-32
Tokyo Story — 11-12
Family History, Harold DeVoe — 13-14
Echoes in the Valley — 19-22
New year — 25
Harold Dibble, heat rain — 28
Cabin Journal, fire injury — 30
Grammie’s ancestral cabin — 31
Soylent green — 32-35
The missing link — 36-37
Great Gibson Guitar Giveaway — 38
The Friends of Eddie Coyle — 40-41|
Desperately seeking susan — 4142
Birth control nightmare — 42-43
Killing of a scared deer — 43-46
Panique!, La Tête du homme, magnet of doom — 46-51
Buckaroo bonzai — 51-52
Blow out — 52-53
Little women — 54-56
Uncut gems — 56-58
Once upon a time in hollywood — 58-61
The last black man in San Francisco — 62-63
The art of self defense — 64-65
Parasite — 65-69
Midsommar — 69-72
Marriage story — 72-73
Klaus / I lost my body — 73-75
The two popes / American factory — 75-79
Honeyland — 79-82
The edge of democracy — 82
Pain & Glory (pasadena) — 83-87
Sleeping on Bryns couch —87-88
Rebecca argued me into a job — 88-89
1917 — 90-91
“Geek” — 91
Reflections on staying w/ Bryn & Bex — 92-93
Cool rock S. Clemente — 94
Live action Shorts — 94-98
Diary: vials, rock — 98-100
The Swimmer — 100-102
Doc short films — 103-107
Animated short films — 107-110
Alfred Molina — 110
Poem for spiders — 111
The water lilies — 112-113
Stranger by the lake — 114
Good Blue, Favourite — 115
Jason & the Argonauts — 115-116
On naming a ship — 116
Frances Ha — 117-118
Harkins 121-123
04/Mar/2020 – 25/May/2021
Notes on first day of work — 2-3
First flight, stearman — 4
Portrait of a lady on fire — 6-9, 10
Jo-ann bathroom — 12
Pandemic / homeschooled — 13
Fringe — 15-16
The Empire fell into (decadence) — 16
Swimming (6 laps) — 19
I, Claudius — 19,21
Entrapta — 24
People I trust & people I don’t — 25
Ariel / Parallel evolution — 26
‘Dock Run’ postmortem — 27-28
Frasier — 26, 28
Swimming — 30, 32
Dad’s heart attack — 30-32, 40
The young man w/ the unlikely name — 34
M. Temkin — 35
Stayed up (all night) w/ Sasha, postmortem — 35-37
What people always want (conversation) — 39
The four kinds of man — 42
Tarantino is a humanist — 45
Umbrella Academy s2 — 46-48
Diary: Abolish ICE — 49-53
Diary: 18/Sep/22, triggered, no one’s ever been mean to H — 54-56
Replaced the feet on the typewriter — 56-57
Hanna’s boyfriend Drew — 58-61, 62
Narrator based dialectical ontology — Inset page 63
Cadfael, dream — 64-66
Tiktok drafts — 67-68. 69
Feeling like Mark P. — 69-71
Nick miller tiktok woman — 72
Constructed artwork — 73
New girl — 77
File card / tiktok fame / Seth reached out — 75-76
Was anyone going to tell me X — 76
Bryn & Rebecca broke up (with me) — 77-79
Sewed Jacob into my shirts — 78
Annoyed by school kid nostalgia — inert 79, 79
Yoda Starfighter is a tie — 79
Artist statement drafts — 80-82
C-3PO gay — 82
Space boat people (planes) — 83
Too famous, Hanna’s gone, Sasha’s new name — 83-84
Ghost of the canterville — 84-86
Fran liebowitz — 87
Encoding tiktok research — 88
Queer as in ill fitting (C3PO) — 89
Finding St. Jerome — 89
Rush Limbaugh — 90
Super straight — 90-93
Covid Shot — 91,92
Han Solo misogyny — 92-93
Lolita podcast — 93, 94
⌞ Jeremy Irons — 95
Mom got stung by a bee for the first time ever? — 96
On giving up on masculinity — 98|
White supremacy just b/c you’re not beating ≠ not beaten — 99
25/May/2021 – 28/Mar/2022
Bartlesville — 1-2
Derby KS — 3-4
“Going to Palmer” — 5-7
B&R engaged — 8
Lost pen (Luke visits) — 11
Antique books — 12
Bo Burnham hollywood round table — 12-13
Mansplaining — 14
Clone wars in French — 16-17
Bo Bunham 101 — 17
The green knight — 19-24
Helped I. Prince move — 24-25
Freaked out about soap — 24-25
Humans / Twileks !? — 31
Saw Gererra / Cis intervention — 32
Editing the broke — 33-34
“The most popular movie I’ve never seen” — 35
Mansplain media (theory) — 37-38
Bimboissance / mom & dad decide we’re moving — 39-41
Star wars / cat fight — 42-43
Inside Job — 45
DUNE — 46-48
Big soy naturals knows who I am — 49-50
Tessa Violet tempe — 51-52
The French dispatch — 54-56
M & J O-C — 57-59
Audiobook — 60
X-Wing capacity — 61-63
Disney adults / dissolution fo walking — 63-64
Kill the hipster in your heart — 65-66
Spider man: no way home — 66-68
AOTC — 68-69
I am the clipper keeper — 70
Queering Audio — 71-72
New Years eve, I have covid — 72-73
Macbeth — 74
Licorice pizza — 74, 78
Diary: S. Haircut — 78-82
Diary: Metro — 82-83
Nightmare alley — 84-86
Parking garage — 87-89
Ellsworth kelly — 90
Previous ring — 93
Neighborhood filming — 94-95
Lost pen: kaweco #1 — 94
Kaweco #2 — 95
Found k#1 — 97
Talismans v. Commodities — 97,99
Phone call w/ grammie — 98
Diary: desk shelves — 100-102
Pick two (movies) —102
Writers processes all the same — 104-107
Meeting Hanna’s GF — 108-109
Chloë fired for being robbed — 110-111
Mom ADHD — 112-113
Standing blaze orders — 114
Started Marsep — 114
Worried I ran a red — 117
Dream, S. Says mrsp needs names — 118-119